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By Rev. Y.UTS | Unification Family Studies | Part I of the book, "Share God's Heart"

I remember the first time I experienced God talk to me directly. He said, "Share My Heart! Share My Heart!" I hope this testimony transmits at list a bit of what God did for me to resurrect my life.

I had many spiritual experiences but rarely I shared them. People know me for my articles on "The Power of Internet for Web Outreach." And in the recent years many started contacting me for my spiritual ability to heal even from distance.


The Healing Comes from God

May be I'm not that much spiritual, but I feel God's heart. Believe it or not, through this I can get a lot of spiritual information about people. Someone once said, working with me, "Through you I can feel how real is the spiritual world." A leader working with me, told me, "I wish everyone could have the chance working with you, to understand God's Heart." In fact, I'm quite a bad guy. All the great things that happened in my life came from God. I don't know of anything good that I have done by myself. He was always next to mee at those moments and those are the moments I want to share.

Curse or blessing, I don't know. May be it's because of my strong compation for others. But even when talking on the phone with me, I could tell people's pains and see how the energy looks like spiritually in their bodies. My heart is pooling me to help them. And once I connect to it, with some efforts and prayers I could usually heal it. For the Bible says:

"Is anyone among you sick? Let them call the elders of the church to pray over them.. in the name of the Lord. And the prayer offered in faith will make the sick person well." ~ James 5:14-15

May be this was my first time. I was a teenager when I asked God if I could take my mother's sickness. I couldn't bare wathing her so sick in the bed. The next day I felt very heavy energy all over my body. I asked God, "What is my sin? Why did I get that?" He answered, "Didn't you pray for that." Then I realized and surely my mother was completely healed. I felt the heavy energy over me. I remember playing with this it. I will chase it from one place and it will run to another. So I knew back then, that illness has something spiritual and energetic in its origin.

Now I often use that for the people working with me, or for my spiritual contacts. Once I helped a sister that couldn't walk for two months. I checked spiritually and explained her the reasons. She was a 3rd generation, so evil spirit world attacked her because her parents gave bad conditions. I described that to her and she agreed, "Yes, it's true!" The mother was accusing the father, even in front of the children. Resentful spirits invaded with the clear purpose to block her spiritual growth. After I removed these spirits and gave her some healing energy, in 3 days she started walking normally. But what was more astonishing, her original nature was free to express. It was so beautiful.

Naturally, I prefer to use these abilities only when I see the other person also do some efforts. A second generation boy was in our FR team, with incredible chronic headache. So he couldn't go out for more than a week. I told him it's a spiritual thing and he should do a condition. But he didn't believe, "Oh, my father is also like that. He had it all his life and nothing helped him."

So I took responsibility and prayed, "God, give me that pain and I will pray until it is liberated." Enormous pain overtook my head. It took two hours of prayer and reading until I could win over it. Each time I reduced my concentration, the pain was taking over me. Each time I concentrated reading The Divine Principle with full spiritual focus, the pain was dissipating. The moment I finished and reported to God, the boy was healed. Next day he was going FR normally. The pain didn't return. But I don't think this boy learned anything from that.

In another case I took the sickness of 8 people in my team. You can imagine the whole van full with sneezing and cofing people, only me staying completely healthy. But in the Suturday evening I had free time, so I prayed, "God I want to take whatever indemnity but I want them to be well and go FR on Monday." After this prayer incredible dark power came upon me. I fell on the ground, from it's power. I felt like my insits will come out. I could barely move, but I prayed for about an hour and the next day everyone was totally healthy. Even I was astonished. There was not even trace of their previous sikness.

Pray this prayer, while reading: "Dear Heavenly Parent. Even if I never experienced you fully, because of whatever blockages, please remove them now and allow me to be filled up with Your healing power. Not because of me, but for the people I can help to and for liberating this world. Please fulfill my sincere wish, that I report now from the depth of my heart. Your loving son - Amen!"

Feel Spiritual Phenomena with my Physical Senses

Am I interested in spiritual experiences? Not at all. I'm interested in liberating God's heart and his children. Except for the few cases when God asked me to allow him to open my spiritual senses, I usually keep them closed. And yet, with the time my spirit developed to the point where all spiritual phenomena were perceived directly with my physical senses.

“When.. the spirit man becomes a divine spirit.. the spirit man can feel and perceive everything in the invisible world. Since all the spiritual phenomena thus perceived by the spirit man are reflected and echoed in the physical man, presenting themselves as physical phenomena, man finally comes to feel spiritual phenomena even with his five physical senses.” DP 62: Structure of the Spirit Man

Usually I'm getting my revelations while awake, when I calm down and concentrate during prayer. And truly, I'm far from perfect. Yet, I finally feel like if I reached 21 years of age spiritually. It took more than 40 years to develop my spirit, but I can finally feel: I'm not only in need of spiritual help, but I can help to the suffering spirits. That only maks me feel how much more I have to grow. Especially in my heart.

Here I'll share many stories of how I developed spiritually through God's amazing guidance. In this first chapter of the book I would like to share my first experiences with God and how He led me through revelations to know about the Second Coming of Christ.

My prayer is that my experiences with the heavenly realm will inspire all who read it. And that you will start your own journey to share the heart of our Heavenly Parent - God. God wants to relate with us even more than we want to connect with him. He is our Parent and we are His children. I believe these experiences were given to me not for my own sake, but for the sake of liberating God and humanity.

Born in Communism, Raised in Atheism

Born in a Communist country I was not a believer. We were told that "Religion is opium of the people." We were told that we are physical beings, like animals - without spirit. But 10 years old, my grandma appeared to me from the spirit world. I asked my parents, "Why you didn't greet grandma?" "Are you crazy! She is dead" - they answered. What did I know, I was just happy to see her.

Flying in my dreams

Other then that I was not spiritual at all. I liked martial-arts and had experiences of concentrating so much, so I could break things that seemed impossible physically. Sports were what I loved and all sort of creativity, like drawing, playing guitar. Making things for hours, all by myself. Forgetting time and space. I was always enthusiastic, craving to learn something new. Only in my dreams will I often fly around, up to the sealing and around my neighborhood. Each time the experience was so real, to make me think, "Oh, so this is not a dream, I really can fly." Yes, it was so real, but I never thought these are actual experiences in the sprit world.

Revelation about my future marriage

When I became 20 I contacted my Grandmother again. I was curious; How the spirit world looks like? - I asked. She said, the place she lives in is so beautiful that I would never want to return on earth. I asked her, if God exists. "In my realm," she answered, "everyone knows God exists, but very few can indeed relate with Him."

Than she told me about my future marriage. "It's not good to have girl friend," she said. After 5 years I will be married in an Oriental country. She showed me some peninsula between Japan and China. My spouse will be a foreigner. "Will she be from Serbia", I asked. "Not! But close. Just little bit more west," she answered. Little did I know, but her words were fulfilled exactly. Five years later I was married in a International Marriage Wedding in Korea. My wife was from Slovakia. Truly, God's ways are mysterious.

My First Prayer to God was Answered

A year before that I had offered a strange prayer to God. As a non-believer I didn't know whom I'm praying to. So I said; "God or whoever you are. If you exist, please make that I will get out of this Army academy." I clearly specified the way I want that to happen.

Believe it or not, few days later I collapsed and events led to the fulfilment of my request. So I prayed again. "Dear God! I see that you have heard my prayer, so I cannot deny your existence. But can I just change my prayer request a bit." So I described what and how should be changed.

Few days later mysterious events happened again. In 10 days everything was resolved and 21 days later I was out of Army, just the way I requested in my prayer. So again, I was without excuse not to believe in God. But what's most important, that experience did set up the beginning and the standard of my relationship with God. I was reporting to him and observing carefully, expecting to see His response. I always knew He is listening and I tried to express my requests and reports as sincerely as possible. As Heung Jin Nim explained from the spirit world:

"The most important thing to remember when you pray is that we are listening; we are hearing your prayers. It is how you speak to us that determines the effectiveness of your prayer. There is so much power available now from the spiritual world... but we cannot unleash that power unless someone on the earth allows us to unleash it, yearns for it, longs for it." On Prayer

God's Light Entered My Heart

"God has no form in the spirit world. He appears as light, like the light of the sun that shines in the atmosphere twenty-four hours a day." Sun Myung Moon, CSG p.58 

One day I got a Christian pamphlet about the Holy Spirit and it's gifts. Curious, I prayed to God to accept Him in my heart and receive the gifts of the Holy Spirit. But I asked for something useful, like healing or distinguishing the truth.

Miracle happened the same night I offered this prayer. As I was lying in my bed, preparing to sleep, I heard a voice calling me. This repeated 3 times.

The voice asked, "Are you ready for a long journey." "Yes!" - I replied. The 3-rd time I answered strong and with some frustration. Suddenly the ceiling opened and an amazing light filled up the whole room.

All of a sudden I was standing in God's powerful presence. There was nothing in the room but his bright, penetrating everything light. I couldn't see any thing but this all-powerful light, unexplainable in words. 

I was lying on my bed overwhelmed by the most beautiful and loving feeling ever imaginable, and yet, I experienced the meaning of the words, "The fear of God."

It was very powerful spiritual light. So bright - the brightest one I have ever seen. I was filled with bliss in this divine, supernatural light of illumination and awakening. My ego did not exist. I felt God's incredible presence and love overwhelm my entire being. It was beyond miraculous. The Bible says:

"I pray that the eyes of your heart may be enlightened in order that you may know the hope to which he has called you, the riches of his glorious inheritance in his holy people." - Ephesians 1:18

In this powerful presence of God I could see my whole life in seconds. It all passed as a movie in front of me. I felt God's enormous pain from all the bad things I did and all the betrayals we did towards him in the history. I shouted for forgiveness and in that moment this powerful light entered my chests.

I sat up. It was like a powerful electro-magnetic field emanating from my heart and spreading nearly a meter around me. This supernatural Light was Imparted to my soul and I was completely overwhelmed by its spiritual power of love and peace. Such a wonderful feeling.

And yet, I could not sleep the whole night. I couldn't understand the meaning of this experience. "Am I going to die?" "What kind of journey?" Only in the morning I finished the letter. The last words were, "Once you accept God in your heart there is a long journey ahead of you." I realized that I have accepted the Holy Spirit.

"When earthly man forms a reciprocal base... through prayer and other spiritual activities... the spirit men pour out spiritual fire on earthly men, give them the power to heal diseases, and help them do many mighty works. More than that, they enable earthly men to see many facts in the spirit world in a state of trance, give them the gift of prophecy, and inspire them spiritually. Through such activities, substituting for the Holy Spirit, they cooperate with earthly men to fulfill the will of God." DP - Resurrection

At that time I was 20 years old. And since I could not forget His painful heart, I prayed that He will show me what He wants from me and how I can relieve His pain. That was my prayer every single day since I had that powerful experience. Read, MY FIRST EXPERIENCE WITH GOD

Amazing Spiritual Guidance

"The spirit world will guide and teach those who are concerned about the future of the world." Sun Myung Moon, 206:138

From this day on I began to experience amazing spiritual guidance. I discovered the power of prayer. Surprisingly deceases were healed when I prayed. Sometimes, according to my prayer God would even change the weather. I have amazing experiences to tell. I would ask God to stop the rain, or the wind and He will do it in such a way, so I cannot deny it's exactly according to my prayer.

I realized that God listens to every small detail that I say. This became the standard of my relationship with my Heavenly Father. It was more like reporting everything to him and expecting to see what He will do. If I was very sincere in my request He was making it happen. This developed into a real relationship of Father and son. Rev. Moon has wonderful remark on how nature responds to su.

"If you make yourself a universal being, connected to the fundamental origin of the universe, then the sunrays will want to come and warm your body. Water will want to get into your mouth and air will want to go into your lungs." God's Will / Good Character 108

I always wondered, "If I'm such a bad guy, why is God doing all this effort for me? How can a sinner like me deserve that?" Surely through this He led me to meet the Lord of the Second Advent. In miraculous way God pushed me towards the followers of the Rev. Sun Myung Moon.

Jesus Took My Spirit to Heaven

"Heaving Heavenly experiences is a tool, God will use, to show us who He really is and how he works, and even give us strategies for establishing His Kingdom." Judy Franklin, Experiencing the Heavenly Realms

One day Jesus took me to heaven. It was in the middle of a workshop. During the lecture my spirit came out and I felt I was flying through some realms in the spirit world, higher and higher. In just seconds, he showed me spiritually the last 70 years of Rev. Moon's life and said, "Yes this is true. This is the Messiah."

Around me I saw many of my good ancestors living in the Paradise. They looked so bright, full with love. Amazing light was surrounding them and was overwhelming my whole existence.  "All your life. Since your birth," they said, "we guided you for this one purpose; To tell you who is the Messiah - The Lord of the Second Advent." My legs were shaking when I was back in my body.

I knew this is true. I felt overwhelmed. But I still prayed, "I cannot deny this revelation. I understand logically that I have to accept Rev. Moon is the Messiah, but I cannot accept this in my heart, so please give me more guidance and revelations."

Here are parts of Jesus's message sent from the spirit world:

"Dear Christians and all people on Earth, please pray over this matter while fasting. Then I will appear to you and clearly tell you the truth. When you do it, you should be totally focused on praying with a pure heart. Reverend Sun Myung Moon is the one who came to Earth to complete my mission that was not fulfilled through the redemption of the cross. He comes as the True Parent to conclude God's providence in the Completed Testament Age.. Reverend Sun Myung Moon is the returning Messiah for whom you have been waiting and waiting. He inherited my mission at the age of 16.. He is investing all of his heart and soul for the realization of world peace... Are you going to hang him on the cross again, like the Romans who persecuted me 2,000 years ago? .. Please receive the Messiah who has descended in the Completed Testament Age. Do not reject his achievements and his dispensation for the salvation of humanity. Pray with sincerity. I, Jesus, will be with you in your earnest prayers." JESUS: A Shocking Message from Spirit World

The Power of The Truth

The DIVINE PRINCIPLE God's Principles of Creation The Root of Evil: The Fall Mission of the Messiah The Second Coming

Once I began learning The Divine Principle (Rev. Moon's revelations), I felt my Original Mind really opened; I saw God's love everywhere. It not only gave me the answers of so many questions that we Christians have, but no one answers, but opened the barriers and limitations in so many directions.

Now I could study science or spiritual teachings and see the connections. The Principle is so powerful truth, and Truth really sets you free. Most important I've learned a lot about the spirit world, and how it relates to us.

Numerous generations of our ancestors went to the eternal spiritual world. Those who suffer signal that to us by giving us some problems, incidents, sicknesses and pain. Not realizing that, we sink into their problems, ending up in their hell. But the Principle taught me how to help them.

The Principle calls it Returning resurrection. I remember the first time I experienced it. I felt sudden unnatural feelings of depression and doubts. It was their painful spiritual state. I said, "God, this is not my thoughts. I don't know who is it, but they are really suffering in hell. Pleas let me liberate them." So I started crying and praying for these spirits until they felt God's love and liberation through me. Feeling my connection to God their hearts got liberated, they felt so happy. The rest of the day I had amazing experiences. They helped me in everything in that day; whatever I asked. It was miraculous!

Indemnity Works

What did make Rev. Moon different from all other saints. He found out that if you pay the needed indemnity you can achieve anything. When he proclaimed in front of all religious founders in the spirit world that no one could restore the world because no one fulfilled his responsibility, they all stood against him until God proclaimed that he was correct.

"In order for Christ at the Second Advent to complete the providence of restoration, he must find a certain number of people who can restore through indemnity the missions of all the past saints who, despite their best efforts to do God's Will, fell prey to Satan when they failed in their responsibilities." DP - Resurrection

I did pray to understand how indemnity works, and here is one of the strong experiences I've got. On this day the leader told us not to go back if we don't fulfill our minimum goal. The day was finishing, but I had very low result. My area was finishing. I was desperately looking for at list one more restaurant. And there it was, up the hill.

So I prayed sincerely. "God, give me whatever indemnity needed, but I have to make my goal at this place." I was quite naive saying, "I will run all the way." Thinking that will make the indemnity.

When I entered I found there was a party for some mafia people. The boss spotted me and pushed me to the corner. My product was taken. He started bitting me, kicking me. Even took a gun out to shoot me, calling me homosexual and whatever other names. But all I cared was for my product - not to loose it.

Meanwhile few wives started coming to me and asking the price of some of the pictures. They were bringing me money while the guy continued to bit and harass me, until finally most of my product was sold. That's how in less than 20 minutes I made both, the indemnity needed and my daily goal fulfilled. Amazing!

"Heaven allows evil spirits to torment him as punishment for this sin. If he willingly endures the suffering given by the evil spirits and overcomes it, he will have successfully paid the indemnity through this condition and thus be entitled to enter the higher sphere of benefit at the clan level. The evil spirits who have tormented him receive a corresponding benefit." DP - Resurrection

Spiritual Experience with True Father

Learning that I can always take responsibility and make some indemnity condition to bring success, brought me to the most amazing spiritual experience with True Father. At some point I felt stuck. My results were low and I didn't know what to do. So I determined to do few conditions. One of them was to not get asleep in the morning prayer. But at the same time my prayer was to get God's answer in a dream. And somehow both were fulfilled at the same time.

The following morning I was determined in my prayer. But I felt tired and decided to lean my head comfortably, but concentrate on praying even stronger. Suddenly I realized that my body fell asleep but I was in a straight posture above it, still praying.

The next moment I realized that someone was sitting right in front of me. I lifted my head and saw Father, Rev. Moon, in a lotus position, just a meter in front of me. It was absolutely real. He was in a brown jacket, similar to the one he had at his visit to Russia.

I had no time to be further curious of external details since my attention was drawn to his words. The first thought came, "Why is he talking as if he is the sinful person like me." But then my whole being just started following the experience effected from his words. I could see and experience what he was saying, the very way he is experiencing it.

Father was explaining how from my low sinful state I can open my conscience, at the center of my heart and connect with God. It was overwhelming. It seemed so beautiful and natural. It felt like the most natural state. Like if I was always like that. There was some innate connection straight to God's heart and my inner self could naturally communicate with him, while my physical mind was only a silent listener.

Boom.. and the experience was over. I wake up, still feeling the overwhelming sensations, yet realizing that I cannot even explain physically what did Father just teach me. Back in my physical body, it didn't feel natural. My mind couldn't even make sense or find words for it.

I remember in this day I had difficult area in FR. But I said, "Father I will keep praying, non stop, until I open this channel with You." It was after an hour of steady, mentally painful and exosting efforts, that the shift happened. I was in front of the door with some clients, when my heart opened and I began crying. It was like the prayer was no longer coming out of my brain, but out of my inner self - directly from my heart. I was just listening and could not stop the tears in my eyes. It was so fascinating, so beautiful.

"Then the spirit world will naturally teach in advance the wise ones concerned about the future of the world. They will understand through spiritual waves what will happen. Those who reach the highest position will see but one goal at the end." Rev. Sun Myung Moon, CSG

Took years of more experiences, while I rationally realized the difference between my physical mind and my spiritual inner mind, connected to God. These were years of struggling to find means to calm down my brain and allow my spirit to lead me; a state when every answer comes instantly; a state when things happen with ease, like a magic and every prayer moves the physical world and brings actual results. I used that while working with STF, to show them how easy problems can be solved, results can be increased, the atmosphere can be changed, the obstacles removed. Once you understand the spiritual principles and have the connection to God, everything is possible.

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